Neglected Love
Emotions are something intangible, complex and not so many people would understand it fully because rather than observe and aware about it, we tend to just feel or deny/avoid.
I think it’s just our human nature to easily feel and accept the joy and euphorically happy rather than fully process and accept the negative emotions such as pain, hurt, sadness and despair because intuitively those negative emotions are threatening our well-being as a living creatures in this world.
Yellow Carnation
100cm x 120cm
Oil on Canvas
On Acceptance –
I always have this belief that my soul will always from/for the moon.
A lonesome.
On how the moon will keep me safe and sound from the madness out there.
One day, I finally came to realization that after all this time, it is actually the sun that I am looking for to save me, but I never want to admit nor accept it because on how the sun will always shows my dark shadow.
-It was another pain to actually accept the vulnerable part of me, not capable to stand alone, keep seeking for the purest heart to make me sane. –
Buttercup
59cm x 84cm
Charcoal and pencils on paper
The Questioning and Observing Act of Mine –
How do you differentiate people who truly love and those who only show another form of loves?
Do they sincere?
How to see human being as how they are?
How long should I taste this bitterness?
God knows why.
Some thoughts are poisonous when you eaten fresh
Without any process and knowing why
-It’s not the breakup that I am shame for, it is the skepticism that affect me-